What's there that makes you want to be lonely?

9/17/04

"I believe theres a hero in all of us, that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady, and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams."

I know its lame, to get comfort from a line from a comic book movie, but thats kinda the way I am I suppose. I'm sure it doesn't help my hero complex. Or my hero-wannabe complex. Or whatever.

I'm not sure why I'm always looking for some profound revelation about the way the world is. My therapist told me it was a sad, lonely way to live always looking for something that will explain happiness.

But he ditched me, so who cares what he thinks.